If someone read the story then knows what's going on : )
For those who don't know, a few words of explanation: Nivan is a hacker, who is currently in relationship with Marcin. Bird sitting on a laptop is a symbol of his dead partner - Rav, who was also a hacker. Nivan's now trying to find the person who is responsible for his death.
- POLISH - Nivan i Rajski Ptak.
Osoby, które czytały moje wypociny wiedzą, o co chodzi. Dla tych, którzy nie czytali kilka słów wyjaśnienia:
Nivan jest hakerem, który obecnie jest w związku z Marcinem. Ptak siedzący na laptopie symbolizuje Rava, jego zmarłego partnera. Nivan obecnie szuka osoby odpowiedzialnej za jego śmierć.
I FUCKING LOVE YOU! (please, please, please mind my horrific language) I Have no other way to describe your awesomeness! you are just AMAZING and your characters are so DIVERSE and DEEP and so greatly detailed that the graphic image holds a piece of reality in them. I seriously am in love your creativity! You're amazing. Thank you for reading!
Every time I look at this picture of Nivan a little scene unfolds in front of my eyes: Firstly, I imagine Nivan standing there in front of the laptop in his never ending search for Sonia. Layers of emotions can be seen overall his facial expression - he's a bit sad (doing this reminds him of Rav), underneath this his a bit happy (things with Marcin are going well), but everything is almost shadowed by the excitement hacking gives and will always give to him. Then, I imagine him lifting his eyes and seeing in front of him a Bird-of-Paradise sitting on a shelf or something similar and looking at him. The bird looks into his eyes for a couple of seconds, then it flies (Nivan is mesmerized by the beauty of its feathers during its flight) and sits on his laptop. He knows everything is just a vision, but right now he feels that he could trust anything this vision would tell him or lead him to. The bird looks at him. Nivan looks at it with that bitter expression of his. And then the bird disappears. Nivan lowers his eyes, looking through the laptop a few seconds. Then he actually looks at the screen and notices that he found something...
Sorry for boring you with this I really hope you won't be mad for me imagining this, cuz' I think I would be mad if someone took my OCs and their story and imagine something different, but this is just how this wonderful drawing of yours makes me feel (in fact all your drawings give me tons of thoughts and feelings ). And I really wanted to share this with you, because, oh well... we both love Nivan so very much!! XD And yes I know I'm obsessing over Echo of the past waay too much(it's been a month now that I'm reading it every night), but I rarely (if never) find such complex stories with such beautiful characters with a primary gay theme (my favourite subject in the world!!). I also wanted to tell you that I was unimaginably happy when I found you on devART, because it showed me I'm not the only girl inexplicably obsessed with gay guys, phew! ...though I've got no idea how this should be called! <3
Thank you so much for the llama!! I wasn't so sure what these llamas mean (but I googled it, no worries!) since I'm new here on dA, only a week old (in fact... I only made this account to be able to view your art and read Echo of the Past ...damn! this was supposed to be a secret!!)
How could anyone give you a bad critic for your drawings?! They're flawless, and I must tell you that I am a very harsh critic because I always seem to notice the slightest imperfections of the colors, the lightening and especially of the proportions and the anatomy of human characters in drawings. I'm telling you, yours are perfect! XD
Yep, I like Nivan, actually I like everything about Nivan, which I can't say about Marcin too. But... Marcin is the one I love! I've got no idea how or when did that happen, but that little bastard stole my heart!